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So I totally got hit on by the Taco Time Counter Slave today. Unfortuately for me, it was a chick. *le sigh* Why do I get moderately attracted lesbians after my ass, but not even one moderately attractive man? Pffft. =P She pushed her boobs out at me and posed and everything. Actually, I joke, but it was sorta flattering. Am not use to being flirted with, regardless of gender. This sick thing has worked a bit to my advantage. Losing weight has made me feel not only a) healthier (which is the most important thing), but b) more attractive. I am not an unfortunate looking girl, I s'pose. But having all that weight on such a small frame (under 5'3", on a relatively light frame - I have tiny ankles, wrists, hands, and feet) doesn't do good for anything. Health, self-esteem, mood, etc. Of course, now almost all of my normal work clothes are about...3? sizes too large. My jeans slip off my hips without unbuttoning or unzipping - add the weight of my cell in one pocket, and my iPod in the other, and I'm constantly in danger of ending up in only my underwear at work. ^^;; Today I gave up and grabbed my drawstring capri jeans, if only so I could tighten the hell out of the waist. My normal jeans are 14s and they are huge. These puppies are 16s, that fit (sorta tightly, actually) at my heaviest. Drawstrings are my friends. My t-shirts which I use to consider my "nice" shirts are tents. Now, this THRILLS ME. I am not looking a gift horse in the mouth here, people. I want to continue losing weight (a size 10 is my goal. I don't mind being curvy. Stick thin is never attractive. Chicks ought to have hips and boobs) but I cannot afford right now to indulge in another shopping spree. *grin*

Of course, indulging in tacos and tater tots whilst getting hit on by Taco Time Counter Slaves do not exactly promote the losing of weight. Aw well, a little goes a long way. =P

I am the opposite of bored. Have so many things that I want to work on/write/am excited to create, that I'm sitting here...doing none of them. At all. (That isn't to say I'm wasting my time. Chatting to my favorite family members is never a waste.) Plus, concentration is at a minimum. ADD birdie is ADD. ^^;; Also, wtf is up with my awkwardness jumping to an all new high? (I know, I know, those that have seen me in action should fear.) Freals, all I did today was drop shit. Break things. I shattered a lower jaw model. In like...4 pieces even. I broke the blade of an exacto knife, and when trying to show my co-worker what I had done, I dropped it, and the broken blade fell off the handle. I dropped models attempting to bleach them. I dropped retainers on the ground, only to watch them skitter down under the counters. Ground out a chunk of index finger on the stone wheel. Blooooood. Man. ^^;;

All in all, not a horrible day. Besides, tomorrow is Friday. ALL HAIL THE WEEKEND. Next week, I have Friday off (but alas, not paid. *sigh*) The 4th is on a Saturday this year, which means I might actually be able to watch fireworks. Oh, and I have a pile of library books next to me. I so fully plan on hibernating this weekend.
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